Thank you for all the thoughtful, kind responses. I feel like I’m in a continuous state of limbo. I feel hurt, sad, angry, guilty and lonely. I’m at a point in my life where I don’t feel like I can just walk away. However, I have teenagers and feel like I’m failing them because now I’m not willing to be “all in” either. I’m not being true to myself by staying, but would hurt so many others by leaving. I’m trying to find a comfortable place in the middle. I feel anything but comfortable 