What I mean is my prayer was to find out what I should do from here. I had a great experience at the worship service felt energized and happy. Then I went to my ward and had a not great Sunday which included the experiences above. Some will say this is coincidence, but a part of me wonders if God was answering me. Unfortunately most I talk to around here (I’m in Utah) will say it isn’t only because that would confirm I shouldn’t go to the LDS church. Which in their eyes god would never say that. Hence my crisis!