Hello. I wish you all the best in life. All the success, all the happiness, all the peace that anyone could ever have. During my worst moments of frustration (i’m still having some) what has kept me in church is my kids. I want them to stay out of trouble, and the church does a better job at that than any other organization I have found. If my kids see me go to church, then they will likely go. If they go to church, they have the best chance at a successful life. If they stay away from immorality and dishonesty, then they have a prayer of success in their life. Keeping them in church doesn’t guarantee anything, but it helps their chances of staying away from those things which can make their lives harder. At my job I see the effects of living outside of Christian Doctrines, and it just creates so much sadness, I really don’t want that for my kids. May God bless you and watch over you.