[jmohave]

Thanks for your kind responses, Old-Timer, cwald, DarkJedi, mackay11, Heber13. Thanks for the welcome.

I found much wisdom in what you said. “Slow down” is a great message. Hearing other people’s stories is strengthening.

Perhaps I miscommunicated regarding resigning. I wanted to give you an idea of where I am at. I would be comfortable resigning but because I am at BYU I do not see it as an option. Currently, I would not make that decision. I continue to go to therapy which is very helpful. Not planning on having kids yet.

The church. God. What do I believe? It’s hard to say. I can’t say that I feel “Mormon” . I did not grow up in a Mormon home. I come from a happy functional family that didn’t pray, read scriptures, go to church. My stepfather (not a member) is man of values and morals and I hope to be someone like him. I believe in setting and achieving goals, balance and moderation, equity and equality. I value history and learning from it. I value transparency and honesty. How can I remain part of something that does not abide by what I value?

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