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Ive been asked to leave ysa wards because im over 30. Ive been asked to leave family wards because they felt that a single girl should not be in a family ward and they dont have the means to support me. At one time I wanted to go through the temple and in trying to do that, thats when my sp told me no and its a waste for a girl to go through the temple. The sp after him felt the same way. So i gave up. Now i have no desire.
I love the gospel. i have a testimony. I know that its the people who sometimes are cruel. I have been called a lesbian many many times. Im fine with not being married. I dont have friends i dont have a family who sees me as anything other than an embarassment. i dont have a job where i am treated well either. This church or my ward is the only support system that i have and the words and attitudes of people are so destructive. My stake president now doesnt want me in his stake either. He told me straight out. Maybe its because i live in the idaho/utah area that attitudes are so horrible. When ive traveled to places outside of mormonville im accepted regardless of my “life” circumstances. I just dont want to be having panic attacks on my way to church. Its not a safe place for me. Why cant every sunday be general conference? That would be fabulous!
