I want to thank everyone who posted replies to this. Everyone offered great commentary from perspectives I haven’t considered. I am still working through it and have even gone to a couple of close friends to get their advice. A close friend of mine even emailed her professor at BYU to get his opinion on this question. It’s a big thing and I do think I am at the beginning of a faith crisis but I’m still coming to terms with it. You have all helped me a lot and I am very grateful.