Thanks for the comments on Holland’s talk. I need to go back and reread. But upon first reading it, the talk made me feel very alone. Every once in awhile I think I should confide some of my doubts about the church to people – to help them know that I and others struggle… for reasons that are important to us. Even more than before, that talk made me feel like any TBM I might try to share that problem with would never hear what I was saying – they would only be thinking I was foolish and trying to trample on the BOM. It is nice to know that I’m not alone. I’m glad forums like this internet group exist. But sometimes I wish there were more tangible people around me that I could talk to. I’m glad Holland has a strong testimony of the BOM. I just wish he could express it without demeaning people who are not sure about it.