Try attending church and see where it takes you. You don’t have to be a member to engage with the church. Maybe rebaptism is right for you. Maybe it isn’t. But if you find fulfillment in the church, go for it.
I’m struggling with many of those same concerns myself, so I can’t help you there. Best wishes.
Thanks, I am going to theorize just a bit longer then attend. I was born into the church so I can imagine already what to expect.